hari ini...20 04 2012...

Memang dah beberapa lama kelesuan ini bertamu... Lalu ku fikir mungkin beban perasaan yang menyumbang kepada keadaan ini... Jadi, biarlah... Namun begitu, siapa sangka? Satu berita cukup membahagiakan disampaikan kepada aku dan kamu. Gembira? Aku tak pasti apa jenis perasaan yang ku alami tika itu. Lalu aku pandang wajah kamu, nyata senyuman yang kamu ulaskan amat bermakna dan tak mungkin akan aku lupakan! Terkejut! Terkesima! Ter...tak percaya! Aku bakal melaluinya lagi! Dan kali ini, ia adalah bersama kamu! Insan yang sangat bermakna dalam hidup ku! Hebat sungguh rasa ini!!! Alhamdulillah syukur nikmat, kepada Tuhan yang memberi rahmat...

Adanya kamu...

Bila ada kamu, aku yakin...

Bila ada kamu, aku gembira...

Bila ada kamu, aku bahagia...

Pun begitu...

Ada juga kamu buat aku sedih...

Ada juga kamu buat aku bimbang...

Ada juga kamu buat aku resah dan gelisah...

Walaupun ada mereka yang menyayangi aku...

Walaupun ada mereka yang menyukai aku...

Walaupun ada mereka yang mendampingi aku...

 Kamu...

Adalah segala-galanya bagi aku...

Bila ada mereka yang menyakiti aku, aku tahu kamu ada...

Bila ada mereka yang membenci aku, aku tahu kamu ada...

Bila ada mereka yang menjauhi aku, aku tahu kau ada...

Lalu...

Dengan semangat yang kamu titipkan buat aku...

Dengan doa dan harapan yang kamu panjatkan buat aku...

Dengan kegembiraan dan kedukaan yang kamu kongsi bersama aku...

Aku mampu berdiri...

Aku mampu tersenyum...

Aku mampu berasa tenang...

Aku mampu berasa bahagia...

Sememangnya aku bersyukur dengan adanya kamu!

Alhamdulillah.

Puasa Nazar

apa yang kamu rasa bila...

                  "...kite bernazar, jika dapat kawin ngan awak...kite akan puasa seminggu berturut2..."

aku?
rasa sangat terharu!

"Set Fire To The Rain"... Adele

"Set Fire To The Rain"




I let it fall, my heart,

And as it fell you rose to claim it

It was dark and I was over

Until you kissed my lips and you saved me



My hands, they're strong

But my knees were far too weak,

To stand in your arms

Without falling to your feet



But there's a side to you

That I never knew, never knew.

All the things you'd say

They were never true, never true,

And the games you play

You would always win, always win.


But I set fire to the rain,

Watched it pour as I touched your face,

Well, it burned while I cried

'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name!



When I lay with you

I could stay there

Close my eyes

Feel you here forever

You and me together

Nothing is better



'Cause there's a side to you

That I never knew, never knew,

All the things you'd say,

They were never true, never true,

And the games you play

You would always win, always win.



But I set fire to the rain,

Watched it pour as I touched your face,

Well, it burned while I cried

'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name!



I set fire to the rain

And I threw us into the flames

Where it felt something die

'Cause I knew that that was the last time, the last time!



Sometimes I wake up by the door,

That heart you caught must be waiting for you

Even now when we're already over

I can't help myself from looking for you.



I set fire to the rain,

Watched it pour as I touched your face,

Well, it burned while I cried

'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name



I set fire to the rain,

And I threw us into the flames

Where it felt something die

'Cause I knew that that was the last time, the last time, ohhhh!



Oh noooo

Let it burn, oh

Let it burn

Let it burn

bila...bila...bila...

bila apa yang dikatakan sama seperti yang diluahkan kepadaku...
bila had aku adalah lebih dari dia...
bila tiada beza antara aku dan dia...

kamu telah mencabar tahap kesabaran dan kepercayanku!

silakan...

tatkala tiada aku di sini lagi...
kamu masih boleh bersenang hati kerana ada dia!

Wish you were here...Avril Lavigne

"Wish You Were Here"


I can be tough

I can be strong

But with you

It's not like that at all

There's a girl

That gives a shit

Behind this wall

You just walked through it

And I remember all those crazy things you said

You left them running through my head

You're always there, you're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here.

All those crazy things we did

Didn't think about it, just went with it

You're always there, you're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

Here, here, here

I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn

What I'd do to have you

Near, near, near

I wish you were here.

I love

The way you are

It's who I am

Don't have to try hard

We always say

Say it like it is

And the truth

Is that I really mi-I-iss

All those crazy things you said (things you said)

You left them running through my head (through my head)

You're always there, you're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here.

All those crazy things we did (things we did)

Didn't think about it, just went with it (went with it)

You're always there, you're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

Here, here, here

I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn

What I'd do to have you

Near, near, near

I wish you were here.

No, I don't wanna let go

I just wanna let you know

That I never wanna let go

(Let go let go let go let go)

No, I don't wanna let go

I just wanna let you know

That I never wanna let go

(Let go let go let go let go let go let go let go)

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

Here, here, here

I wish you were here (I wish you were here)

Damn, Damn, Damn

What I'd do to have you

Near, near, near

I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn (Damn)

What I'd do to have you

Here, here, here (Here)

I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn

What I'd do to have you

Near, near, near

I wish you were here.

Pertandingan Dikir Barat Hari Kraf Kebangsaan 2012

Pengalaman berada di kalangan pendikir-pendikir yang menyertai Pertandingan Dikir Barat Hari Kraf Kebangsaan 2012 adalah sangat mengujakan. Latihan yang dijalankan sangat menguji komitmen dan kesabaran. Kehadiran aku semasa latihan banyak memberikan pengalaman baru dan membuka mata mengenai dikir barat dan penglibatan ahli-ahlinya. Hari-hari yang berlalu sangat bermakna! Melihat hasil yang diperolehi selepas latihan selama hampir 3 minggu adalah sangat memberansangkan! Memang gile dikir!
Namun begitu, terdapat sedikit kekecewaan dalam keputusan yang telah diputuskan oleh juri yang 'arif lagi bijaksana'... Bagai ada hanky-panky dan conflict of interest!

Kecewa? Adalah jugak.
Tapi, bersyukur lebih nyata. Sekurang-kurangnya ada tempat dan walaupun hanya di tempat ketiga... Yang pasti platform yang dipijak ini telah membuka mata mereka yang hadir bahawa ada Sulur Kencana a.k.a Sulur Emas dalam dunia dikir Lembah Klang kini.

Tahniah dan terima kasih untuk persembahan hebat dari Sulur Emas!