JT HODGES - MY SIDE OF THE STORY

A cold wind blows, I am shivering
My body aches, as my heart is breaking
Why is life making me hollow
Why is happiness casting me in the shadows
In the shadows

Hold on, don't turn and walk away
Save me
And I cried these words but nobody came

I'm all alone, running scared
Losing my way in the dark
I tried to get up, stand on a prayer
But I keep crashing down hard

This is my side of the story
Only my side of the story
Nobody cares, nobody's there
No one will hear, my side of the story

Emptiness, it's all around me
I tried to catch my breath
I'm barely surviving
And I can't go on and I come undone
And there's nothing left in me

Hold on, don't turn and walk away
Save me
And I cried these words but nobody came

I'm all alone, running scared
Losing my way in the dark
I tried to get up, stand on a prayer
But I keep crashing down hard

This is my side of the story
Only my burden to bear
Nobody cares, nobody's there
No one will hear

As I fall down
As I fall in

I cried these words but nobody came

I'm all alone, running scared
Losing my way in the dark
I tried to get up, stand on a prayer
But I keep crashing down hard

This is my side of the story
Only my side of the story
My side of the story
Only my burden to bear
But nobody cares, nobody's there
No one will hear
My side of the story

08102016

Muhammad Abas...
Semoga menjadi pelindung dan pembela yang berani buat ibu, abang dan kakak2...
Sayang Kamu!

Anak

Anugerah yang sangat bernilai. Tak terbanding dengan segala harta benda di dunia. Tak terbayar dengan segunung emas permata.
Biarpun betapa penat, jerih, payah, sakit dan perit melahirkan, mengasuh, mendidik, melayan dan menyayangi dari tubuh cuma sebesar 2 telapak tangan hinggalah dah pandai mengurus diri sendiri...
Betapa setiap hari memerhati, membelai dan menikmati masa masa yang diluangkan bersama sambil mendodoi tidur, berpeluk, berdukung mententeramkan tangisan halus si kecil... Fikiran melayang membayangkan berapa besar tapak tangan sekecil dua batang Jari ini akan membesar?
Bagaimana lunak suara yang nyaring ini akan melantunkan bunyi menyebut perkataan pertamanya?
Derap tapak kakinya dari jauh pun boleh didengari...
Dia si anak yang sentiasa dirindui, disayangi, diingati, dikasihi... Hingga hujung nyawa ini...
Dia si anak yang sentiasa dinanti doa dan sedekah buat ibu dan ayah yang bakal menghuni barzakh...
Semoga anak-anak ku cemerlang di dunia dan akhirat.
Semoga anak-anak ku sentiasa dirahmati dan diberkati.
Semoga anak-anak ku sentiasa dilindungi dan terpelihara dari azab api neraka.
Amin.